a band that inspired me some time ago........

the importance of brotherhood

Salam to you all readers,

Just finished watching band of brothers and there are a lot of things that can be learned. one of them is brotherhood. Mostly we talked that to our friends but for me it is for my own. Respect and acceptance is one of the essence that we must have. Yes you must accept your own brother and sister no matter what he had become or he had done and vice versa. Then you should respect him or her too.. respect goes both ways not just the younger to the older but vice versa too yet sometimes it can be biased. next came experience... sometimes bad things happen to the elder brother that does not mean he's bad but he made a wrong decision at that time... fine he was wrong but that made him more experienced than the younger.and everybody makes mistakes ,you too included..... you see the more mistake happened the more experience you'd have and through it then you'll learned about life... and you could talk about it because you've gone through it.. then the rest could listen and well try not to make the same bad decision like the elder did before. there again acceptance counts. if you could accept that then you could accept others too. then you will see that we are not god or angel or perfectly perfect humans.. and we are disorganize too...so if you think you are perfect then you should be god too right? are you a god? next stop would be our perception of things around. life is not a compartmentalize organ.. its predictably unpredictable.. meaning its not that a systematic way of life if your mother lives by it so do you too.. no.. how you live your life is up to you.. meaning its not a wrong thing to get out and life your life.. like I always do... why? by living your life you'll meet others and there again you'll see how others live their lives and may be you could take something positive from others
to incorporate in your life and that may bring good things too... there i found out that in my family i guess i can accept things because i'm used to do that.. i can live by my own because i've used to do that too.. i can embraced pain and suffering because i used to live in those too.. i wonder dear brother and sister what if I am just like you now... living like how you live now.. maybe ayah and ibu could not be giving like what you have or get today.. because of that i accept that at that time ayah and ibu has to give a lot to my younger brother and sister. jealous not at all... angry yess because of your ignorant and selfishness but most of all rage as i see you two are those people that do not know how to appreciate what has been given to you and frankly speaking with your foolish act as if the world is yours and you are those assholes who think you know about life but in reality just another person who depend on their mom and dad to live.. shame on you.....
i may not be the best nor the smartest but that i've been there and done that and i was there when the whole world collapse and when the shit hits the fan..... i just got me myself and i to depend on... the question is can you be on your own.. after mom and dad? i can... how bout you?

something for a special person-my boy

my boy... Naufal

it was a fine morning when the call came,

hurriedly asking me to be there,

where somebody in pain so untame,

vision of it gave me nightmare,

It was lots of blood lost,

lots of fearful hopes

but to save you at all cost,

as life hanging by the ropes

there you go out from mummy's tummy,

small little package like darling buds of May,

red mass i saw coming to me

then you are the most beautiful thing that day,

days gone by you're getting bigger,

embraed with such fine fair skin too,

though a little smaler then your elders

but blessed with pointed nose and strong bones too,

such fine features you've possessed,

your bright eyes and cheerful laughter,

with two deep dimple adding up the rest,

those will make girls heart melt faster,

but now again came the test,

making our ordeal not yet done,

bad germs and cold viruses never rest,

leaving you lying helplessly undone,

so Naufal, Naufal my boy, my heart, get well soon,

so we can see you smile and laugh to the moon,

and to watch your beautiful face brightens the day,

cause daddy misses you and and loves you all the way....

writen on March 5th 2010

a note of gratitude

Salam sejahtera keatas kamu pembaca

first and foremost it was a great feast for the family last saturday.. I had a great time seeing people coming to my house.. friends form near and afar came, friends from recent days as well as ancient time came .. I loved and cherished every moment ..to all my friends who came thank you.. Azraai, Rizal, Fizee, Mizi, Sam, and many more to say and listed down. To all who didn't turn up no worries do come my house is always open for you.. above all.. I would like to thank John Keliwon aka Jenglot.. sebab dlm ramai2 faci dia yg sampai.. yg lain .....mungkin sibuk kot....well yg I tau Bob baru bangun.. zaini hmmm...along? ... dan ramai lagi la.. dtg la jgn la segan...anyway now it is officially officiated that I'm once again be a serembanian.. till then...adios asta lavista baby..

Makan Time

Salam to all of you pembaca...

It has been a while but here i am still alive and kicking .. well there were a lot of events happened but the most interesting was the battle of the bands.. at last we rock the night. we have Bunkface- prom queen,Greenday- september ends, Bon Jovi- you want to make a memory, Cranberries- zombie, Arctic Monkey- mardy bum, Nirvana- man who sold the world, OAG- 60's tv, My Chemical Romance- i don't love you,Metallica- nothing else matter and last but not least Eagles and Santana... I have fulfill my dreams of singing Hotel California.. and black magic woman..One night for ourselves...well next thing is that I'm having my kenduri at my house in seremban.. well to my friends and students you are being invited to bandar warisan puteri.. around 11 -12.30 afternoon this coming saturday 19th December 2009.. do come..

ketupats and rendangs

salam sejahtera wahai pembaca

first and foremost I would like to wish selamt hari raya aidil adha to all my friends and family. then I'm officially have become one of the seremban residents starting last week and i'll be commuting to and fro every day.. its so thrill to be in your own house and there's a place for you to go after work. anyway do come to casa de la syah to all the facees datang la yek.. nnti saya up load gambar dlm blog ... bila aku tau nak upload yek so till then adios...

on the move

Salam sejahtera kepada kamu pembaca

theres a lot of things had happen where naufal had his trip back to the hospital but rutin ly hes back at the house for more than a week.. as for now i'm quite tired of commuting back and forth to seremban nearly every day to see the last preparation for the new house so tosay we clean the house and starting tommorrow the moving starts insyallah next week the heavy thing from kuala pilah willl come down to the house.. as for my friends you will get the invitation soon.. so i'm going to be a serembian back after 7 years in pilah.. and its going to be a new beginning for the kids since kakak will be in standard one next year.. could you believe it she will attend the same school i did for my primary education. wow.. then jeeha will be closer to her grand mother i hope.. and i will get myself a bigger bike for my ride but off course i still get to keep my blue eeaxe 5... nnti mppb camne nak race ngan bobby rahmat.. anyway i'm signing off but before that mira thanks for naufal's present... salam..